This weekend was the beggining of a big life change. My husband is working the graveyard shift. Saturday morning I was really sad knowing that he would leave at 4:00 p.m. and I would not seem him until the next morning. But because my husband is in tune with me he made plans for us to have breakfast together and walk on the Oceanside pier. We had a really great morning. When he left I tried with everything in me to not cry but the tears just flowed. I mean it's not only a change in work hours he is also in danger so that kind of adds to me being emotional.
I know some of it is just that I am sensitive but part of it is also that I am pregnant. My emotions are very close to the surface and I feel extra fragile lately. I know with time I will adjust but for now it just pretty much sucks. I am just one of those girls who loves being with her husband. He is my best friend and the person I look forward to seeing each day when I come home. Or at the least I like to know he is in bed beside me and that I can touch him.
I am incredibly thankful for the family I have around me. They are very supportive and have reached out to encourage me and support me through this transition. I have been with family the past two nights since being home alone does not sound very fun. I am not scared to be home alone or sleep alone just emotional.
1 comment:
I love that you are blogging more. :) I'm sure it will be an adjustment to have Frankie gone in the evenings. Hopefully it won't be forever, right? I know you and you will both do a good job about being intentional about having quality time together. But I totally understand the emotions too. I'd have a hard time if Brian was gone in the evenings too. I totally get what you mean about our partners being our best friends and just wanting to hang out with them. Thanks for writing about it. BTW... you look freaking awesome!
Love you.
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